Hope

Is there hope in this lifetime, Is this hell eternal or prime, I often sit and wonder is there ever an end, When I take a few steps forward and then I fall back again. I feel chained down, locked up tormented day by day, i see no escape no way out this is where i stay, i cannot cry, angel is filling my soul with grife and hate, what happen to hope, what happen to fate. i try to cry it comes out with a scream, everyday is a nightmare, it ruins all my dreams, i shake with fear, treamble like the earths storm, i wish i could go back and stop myself from being born. i cannot smile and say it is real, i am empty inside, i cannot help the way i feel, i walk this road time after time nothing ever changes it stays that same, gloom, darkness, feels my life, my heart it has stained, i feel dead, always so butter and colod, i want a change this shit is getting